rly glad B5 and the community have been a catalyst for creativity! that is actually an AMAZING amount of words considering you hadn't done it for years. (writing really really is a muscle. a... brain muscle.)

I guess prompting you to look into cult recovery is a net positive too, although sorry you had to go through something like that and be made to feel like you couldn't trust others/your judgement of them in retrospect. I hope you feel like you have a better toolkit for this stuff now.